bones

Is there really such a thing as 'feeling it in your bones'? really. Is it the feeling you get when you love something so much that it's undeniable-but what if that changes?  Is it still in your bones?  Can it be there sometimes and not others?  I am wondering if my love/attachment/obsession/wonder is deep within me-if I would give up everything to change this life, this small town life. What about that feeling that washes over me when I see the city skyline, the endless possibilities-yes, I believe it's in my bones.  I feel no connection to anywhere else, no real sense of belonging even though I've called this place my home for fifteen years. Wow-that's the first time I've written that and it seems like forever. Yes, I want to go to the city. It's in my bones.