writing

I've been wondering lately about these writings and how I haven't really shared them with anyone-so they're sort of secret-not so secret since they are published here but secret because no one I know knows they're here. If someone does, I've not been told. So, they remain private and secret to me. I wonder too, if others happen to stumble upon them, will they know the author? Do these writings make it clear or could I be anyone writing for fun? Sometimes, I think about posting the address somewhere or sharing it with people I know but then I wonder if these writings would stay the same; if I knew someone I know was reading them, would I still write the same way? Would an audience make a difference? I'd like some to know my thoughts, gain a better understanding of me but perhaps this doesn't reveal much. I have yet to get truly personal-fear? maybe, although I find myself not fearful of too much these days and I'm not sure if that's a good thing. Would I be more apt to post this publicly if I lived in the city?